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The hollow emptiness would simply not go away. It persisted, all through the night, and whilst one may have thought it would disappear during the daytime, it was still there. Not quite so dramatically, nor quite so forcefully eating away at her soul, yet omnipresent just the same. Strengthening, as her thoughts grew darker with the nightfall.
In the middle of the night, it was terrifying. She was but a shivering shell, shaking with loss. She was devoid of emotion. She was devoid of all senses. There was only her and the pain, the pain that trembled through her. Her heart no longer pulsated as a heart, didn't send warm blood flowing through her veins. It was a dirty, metallic machine, encrusted with grime and dirt. It chugged and puffed as it worked, poisoning her slowly. It was black ooze that rushed through her veins, sloshing inside her, the oil to her rusting system. She survived only on the black ooze, leeched off it like an addict. There was no other direction to face. No other door to turn to. No secret back alley to escape the never-ending cycle in the hell that her life had become.
Each day, it became so that she could only will herself to go through the motions in autopilot, because she didn't have the power to think, to operate independently. She was drained, nearly completely. She was going to start fading away soon. There was no one that acted to help her, though some were mildly concerned. But they didn't care, not enough, anyway. Who was she to them? Just another person, silently stalking the streets with blank eyes and a dead brain. A reject of society – a reject of life. A pariah. A zombie.
In the middle of the night, it was terrifying. She was but a shivering shell, shaking with loss. She was devoid of emotion. She was devoid of all senses. There was only her and the pain, the pain that trembled through her. Her heart no longer pulsated as a heart, didn't send warm blood flowing through her veins. It was a dirty, metallic machine, encrusted with grime and dirt. It chugged and puffed as it worked, poisoning her slowly. It was black ooze that rushed through her veins, sloshing inside her, the oil to her rusting system. She survived only on the black ooze, leeched off it like an addict. There was no other direction to face. No other door to turn to. No secret back alley to escape the never-ending cycle in the hell that her life had become.
Each day, it became so that she could only will herself to go through the motions in autopilot, because she didn't have the power to think, to operate independently. She was drained, nearly completely. She was going to start fading away soon. There was no one that acted to help her, though some were mildly concerned. But they didn't care, not enough, anyway. Who was she to them? Just another person, silently stalking the streets with blank eyes and a dead brain. A reject of society – a reject of life. A pariah. A zombie.
Literature
phantom fingers
these bones
are haunted.
there's a clitter-clatter
drip-drop
whirl of a girl with limbs
like chopsticks
and she speaks in boxes
her bones clap like an audience
as she grinds her shoulders
and wiggles her fingers
and plays prelude in e minor
for the whole wide world to hear
(she doesn't even really like the song.
she just likes the way the composer's name
sounds in her mouth.)
chopin.
ghosts slide underneath her nail beds
her bloody, bleeding, bitten nail beds
and when she goes to sleep at night
they crawl out and tangle themselves
right between her shoulder blades
and round her rib cage
and embed themselves in everything
she had ev
Literature
thoughts of you
i would like to remember you by your silences, by the tiny nuances and way you wrote your words slanted. i hold onto the moments at night when i am neither sad nor lonely without you, and i always wish they would stay a bit longer. you were like my favourite ring that i wore everyday, and then suddenly one day you were gone; lost to a sink or a street sewer.
i will always think of you as a piece of art-strokes of colour and longing and mess all balled up into one tiny portrait. you are a thought in my heart that is always warm with remembrance and peace. sometimes i wonder if you think of me at night, if in your heart you remember me as a so
Literature
drinkdrinkdrunk
anabolic alcoholic, summer
had dreams
of watching you soar through
hammock seams and i had
almost found your reluctance
sweet
but then liquor dripped
dropped
and ran rather deep -
mounds of molehills
you drained with coke
and found
merciless
vodka leaked jaws and i
told you the dreams;
the heights summer had
but you
liked disappoint-
-ment etched in your
left cleft joints
so swallowing, wallowing
in catabolic ache
liquid froze at the
nape of your
neck and this white-red-pink wine
you love somehow
stole summer's dreams
and winds and thaw.
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I wonder what happens when you take super dangerous drugs. Hmm.
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Wow. that is like, like AMAZING. the bit with the heart, and the auto pilot, and those days you just do what you always do because you have to. hollowed and rotting from the inside. thats so amazing. i very much love it.
My favorate bit is the heart, coz you can just see it. I might draw it one day if i can get it to look anywhere near good. xx
My favorate bit is the heart, coz you can just see it. I might draw it one day if i can get it to look anywhere near good. xx