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i'm a salty mascara-smeared mess
in your old tshirt and the pair of panties you loved on me
and i crawl around this dank bedroom in the dark at 4:53 in the morning
trying to find some meaning in the songs you left behind for me to listen to -
"there's a tangled thread inside his head
with nothing on either end"
you're still a mystery to me and maybe that's why i'm so in love with you
because i can't figure out which direction you'll take off in next,
and i can't figure out which version of myself to be around you because
you seem to like every personality - and it's so confusing to come to terms with the
fact that i don't need to assume a disguise around you, because you
dig your nails under all the facades and marvel at the raw version of me instead
i want to shock you because i can't ever seem to take you by surprise
i want to make you feel something new, i want to prove myself as someone you never thought i could be
i want to stop worshipping you and start competing with you
but i wear all your old clothes like talismans of your melbournian presence
and i carry these relics around with me as if i were some breathing effigy in remembrance of you,
or the echo of yourself you left behind, i should say
and all i'm doing is attaching myself to some ghost, when the real-time you is
soaring above the skyline in some reality that makes my town, my own life
seem so deadbeat
you tell me that you look at the photos of us every night
but you are so far away
and i feel like our love is starting to drown
in your old tshirt and the pair of panties you loved on me
and i crawl around this dank bedroom in the dark at 4:53 in the morning
trying to find some meaning in the songs you left behind for me to listen to -
"there's a tangled thread inside his head
with nothing on either end"
you're still a mystery to me and maybe that's why i'm so in love with you
because i can't figure out which direction you'll take off in next,
and i can't figure out which version of myself to be around you because
you seem to like every personality - and it's so confusing to come to terms with the
fact that i don't need to assume a disguise around you, because you
dig your nails under all the facades and marvel at the raw version of me instead
i want to shock you because i can't ever seem to take you by surprise
i want to make you feel something new, i want to prove myself as someone you never thought i could be
i want to stop worshipping you and start competing with you
but i wear all your old clothes like talismans of your melbournian presence
and i carry these relics around with me as if i were some breathing effigy in remembrance of you,
or the echo of yourself you left behind, i should say
and all i'm doing is attaching myself to some ghost, when the real-time you is
soaring above the skyline in some reality that makes my town, my own life
seem so deadbeat
you tell me that you look at the photos of us every night
but you are so far away
and i feel like our love is starting to drown
Literature
Mizpah
The crying wind
brings a
deluge:
lost
and blurred at
the edges,
you
become
a
whisper.
Literature
phantom fingers
these bones
are haunted.
there's a clitter-clatter
drip-drop
whirl of a girl with limbs
like chopsticks
and she speaks in boxes
her bones clap like an audience
as she grinds her shoulders
and wiggles her fingers
and plays prelude in e minor
for the whole wide world to hear
(she doesn't even really like the song.
she just likes the way the composer's name
sounds in her mouth.)
chopin.
ghosts slide underneath her nail beds
her bloody, bleeding, bitten nail beds
and when she goes to sleep at night
they crawl out and tangle themselves
right between her shoulder blades
and round her rib cage
and embed themselves in everything
she had ev
Literature
seven hours of who you might have been
i.
the breath you took
the moment you fell
out of
love
lies in the dirt somewhere
between the garden
and the dip of empty earth
where rain pools.
all the lost things of your life
keep gathering in cottony patches overhead
that only the flowers
you have touched
can sense.
ii.
years vine out.
between thumb and forefinger,
the clumsiness of
more than just one
seed.
iii.
on Judgment Day
your tomato plants
will come out of the earth
carrying your bravery
like beads of water,
they will gesture
with their leaves
telling how
magnificent and half-drunk
you left the house
to stand in the historic thunderstorm
that killed
the ne
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The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how
The clouds above opened up and let it out
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean
Making islands where no islands should go
Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your
Door have been silenced forevermore
And the distance is quite simply much to far for me to row;
It seems farther than ever before
I need you so much closer
The clouds above opened up and let it out
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean
Making islands where no islands should go
Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your
Door have been silenced forevermore
And the distance is quite simply much to far for me to row;
It seems farther than ever before
I need you so much closer
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I swear girl, you get into my head.