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The clouds are chrome
You smeared the silver across the sky with the pad of your thumb
And the heel of your palm imprinted into the mountainside,
azure reflections of the canal show your eyes blinking heavily back at you
Thick lashes move like swaying tree branches in southerly winds, like my resolve they are velvety yet wiry, and intermingle as your soft lavender lids stretch shut

Fog travels slowly, settles between the mountaintops
You are so cold your breath travels like smoky tendrils escaping from the frosted corners of your timidly parted lips
Limbs like lumber
Arch across my horizon,
If you are a god, I am the land you look over
Your tears are my rainfall,
Your smile my sun
And your eyes my moonlight
My penchant for cheesy love poems is so overdone
thanks to everyone who reads what i post
writing is really important to me

i first joined deviant art when i was 14 and I've uploaded an awful lot of pieces on here
i don't write nearly as much as i used to but i miss it a lot
writing has been my number one way to deal with things for as long as i can remember

it's a great way to process and give reason to my emotions, whether they're rational or not
and i feel like it has been so integral to me making it through all my struggles with mental and emotional difficulties over the past five years
deviantart has been an invaluable safe space for me to express myself without worrying about people telling me that they are fed up with me and can't tolerate me anymore
this website has been able to provide a really secure and trusting environment for me to express my innermost feelings, however pure or impure, however dark or light, and has allowed me to be really fragile
and that's such a beautiful and important thing

the total zero-judgement in this safe space that focuses on the writer (or artist) and their craft is really special and important
thank you to everyone who has contributed to this amazing place, you all inspire me with your gentle souls and care for work that is not even your own, it really is so special

if anyone has anything they want me to read or think i would like, please send me a link and i would absolutely love to
i am enclosed within arms bent,
like baby bird wings
orange petuniastulips shroud me
i am enclosed within petals curled,
curling like my devil lips

i string cursives but i curse
scarlet streams and ribbons running down my frame
thoughts like ice i am
italicised ; you frost me into 45 degrees of

feet firmly planted on the ground
earth between my toes
rise up and shoot stems, sweep me off my heels
pelvis lodged firmly into a garden bed now
i look up and the trees laugh at me overhead

sun's beating down you know like
fiery shards of melting jealousy into my lungs
my ribcage is screaming and screaming sore at me screaming
ME, PLEASE please?" poor ribs i can't fathom

what might be were you to be made of pearl and opal,
naught for bone, could you maybe protect me just a little longer
and maybe nature's way wouldn't sever me so hungrily
you could not
but i never could
why is it
that your name still makes my heart skip such a painful beat
that my chest should constrict so tightly, so viciously
a fist, clawed
wrapping around my heart in such a twist

the curve of my breast
never seemed so soft in this dim light
should your fingers trail upon my surface,
should your gaze grace mine once more
i couldn't bare to think
of the way my knees would shake
and the way i would fall by you -
your prey
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i couldn't ever love another
another lover, couldn't ever
love her, couldn't
love her, mother
fucker, motherfucker
couldn't love you any


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anobrain Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014
have missed seeing you around the site, lovely - hope everything is alright x
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oaklungs Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2013
thank you very much for the favourites :rose:
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anobrain Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2013
hello, sweetie! you have been featured in my journal.… :heart:
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