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9:46you're holding my neck down in the water9:46 by ~itselliegasp
i couldn't ever kick or scream loud enough to fight my way out
and i suppose you think this is your
game, and my head is your playground, you're
building walls and breaking them down, you're
pulling pieces out of
place and i'm left spending
hours trying to find them again
and i can't replace the spaces you stole away in
you holed yourself up in the recesses of my mind and
my thoughts will always be stained with the traces of you
i can't repair the tears and rips you keep slicing away at
because as soon as i've finished stitching them up
you cut me so bittersweetly deep again
-
won't you stay a litt
8:35you're like a blue flame i've8:35 by ~itselliegasp
scorched my fingertips on one too
many times
and i'm left here nursing my wounds
knowing it was inevitable that
your words would become just as sharply bitter
as they were sickly sweet
and swallowing you up, i hold my
breath, fill my lungs like old balloons
swallowing you up and breathing in
all the toxins that come along with
broken pasts and hesitantly shared secrets -
i'll poison myself with every inch of you
but i'll still be here after it all
even when you're gone
7:51i tried to find a7:51 by ~itselliegasp
thirst for addiction, i tried to
give birth to a love for something
i'll never have
and i walked behind old
commission housing flats, wondering
if i could live beneath the
floorboards of the buildings i
walked past every morning, and i
found myself lying in gutters spitting out
blood but i
haven't got the energy to abuse myself
anymore
11:17wholesome in your11:17 by ~itselliegasp
stare, pallid green melted into
gold, arching back and warm
hands, cool lips against my
forehead and your sigh
forever in my ears
you've taken up permanent
residence in my bones,
joints moving like crashing waves, this
syncopated rhythm is where i
survive, this ocean tide, this
is where i
reside
Sta.sh
