\one thousand eyes\ by itselliegasp
beaming from the clouds
but i am not among them
you hide in the cracks ;
the hairline fractures that turn
my bones into marble
/saw you/ by itselliegasp
hiding by my doorstep
stop stepping on mine stop stepping on
STOP i said
i never found solace in the
sound of your footsteps
anyway you fucking
you slid your fingers up my sleeve
is this some kind of practical joke?
get your eyes off me
i can’t walk anymore
i can’t walk here anymore
give me something i can work with
desperation colours you
i’m disgusted by the beauty
winter to springthe air is cool, crispwinter to spring by itselliegasp
everything is high-definition, high-resolution, 1080p
i can see a thousand shades of mauve and plum filtering through the clouds
a thick greyness sets in across the sky,
wisps of flimsy clouds dissipating slowly
i can see every smudge of velvety charcoal that trails behind them
i'm in mourning
my knees are bent, my neck and shoulders arching forward
staring at the lines in my hands
watching memories in my mind like i pressed fast forward on a VHS tape
nothing takes the breath right out of me
like remembering how happy i once was
The clouds are chromeby itselliegasp
You smeared the silver across the sky with the pad of your thumb
And the heel of your palm imprinted into the mountainside,
azure reflections of the canal show your eyes blinking heavily back at you
Thick lashes move like swaying tree branches in southerly winds, like my resolve they are velvety yet wiry, and intermingle as your soft lavender lids stretch shut
Fog travels slowly, settles between the mountaintops
You are so cold your breath travels like smoky tendrils escaping from the frosted corners of your timidly parted lips
Limbs like lumber
Arch across my horizon,
If you are a god, I am the land you look over
Your tears are my rainfall,
Your smile my sun
And your eyes my moonlight
How long have you been on DeviantArt?
That would be 6 years
What does your username mean?
Honestly it's quite embarrassing - I mean, I was 13 when I came up with it. Being socially excluded a lot at the time, I often dreamt about being accepted and even looked up to by those around me. I always dreamt that maybe one day I could walk down the street and people would say, "It's Ellie!" and gasp. I know, very very embarrassing.
Describe yourself in three words.
Volatile, chaotic, evolving
Are you left or right handed?
What was your first deviation?
An extremely embarrassing poem titled 'When the world blows up'
What is your favourite type of art to create?
I feel like I can only say poetry and prose because I'm not very good at other art
If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Definitely fashion photography
What was your first favourite?
Oh shoot let me check... Embers of Memory by Sepulchral-Roses
What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Prose/poetry or digital art I suppose
Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Impossible to choose, at the moment it's saftkeur
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
My dA friends from all across the world ^-^
How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
TheEmptyChest has been a true friend with her amazing support, I could never thank her enough
What are your preferred tools to create art?
A notebook, a pen and a cigarette
What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
My backyard, when I am sad
What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
The letters rachel-rhapsody and I used to write and upload for each other - she got me through my teenage years
Appreciating dA so much lately