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smells like dried cum and saliva
your skin rough but milky white
tobacco-stained fingernails;
we're a mess but i have no choice but to revel in it all

and my stomach churns with regret
i wish i could tape together all the broken pieces
but i'm stuck in an empty limbo with
shaking extremeties and a
trembling resolve, about to topple over

this cliff edge seemed so solid before i stepped foot onto it

one foot in front of the other
one step at a time
living week to week on stolen change
living breath to breath on withdrawals and
a need to do better,
but a failure to
all of it pours from my chest, all of it
you're a blind man and i'm a deaf woman in a world where
the colours and noises are pretty much non-existent,

sail across a starry skyway for me
tell me you miss me, but i
feel something shake in my jaw when you lie
and i can't tell if you're lying when you're
9,917 miles away

slip on your dusty old pair of shoes
trek this landscape for me, hear the shutter of your camera
click and whirr like some clockwork insect in midday desert heat
tell me elaborate fictions of abandoned hospitals and amusement parks
past expiration dates, but not past your wonderful, wide-eyed curiosity
tell me you love me, and tell me you love me,
and tell me you love me again
i feel the remains of my love lie within a ghost

i’ve forgotten the sweet scent of your breath, echoing
against the fresh, porous sheen,
the surface of my breast, exhaling onto my presence
fingers trickling against my collarbone, the meaning in your movements
that shook you as you reached out to grasp me
no one could ever replicate the way you held me
i could never replicate the way my body felt pressed between your sure palms
clear blue eyes that unflinchingly stared into mine that stung me
too sharp in their sincerity
too honest, too real

i am in love with a ghost
i surrender, to me
i have no idea what's going on


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anobrain Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014
have missed seeing you around the site, lovely - hope everything is alright x
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thank you very much for the favourites :rose:
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anobrain Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2013
hello, sweetie! you have been featured in my journal.… :heart:
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